[ARTICLE] The Cry Of An Addict: How To Stop Watching Porn (1) – Joseph Theophilus

THE CRY OF AN ADDICT! – How To Stop Watching Porn (1)

We were told not to fornicate that if we fornicate we would loose our anointing and we would be like Samson! they told us that we should not be close to a sister that looking at her will reduce the flow of the Spirit… we believed but we couldn’t help seeing some nice curves pass our eyes! then we knew it wasn’t working..

Until we fornicated and discovered that the anointing was still working wella! our conscience cried but it didn’t kill the urge! we did it again and again till it became a habit yet the anointing was still flowing… then we knew something was wrong! we asked the told us that “ehn no one is prefect that it was the mercy of God that is keeping the anointing. we believed and we said “since His mercy endure forever” let the mercy keep the anointing make man flex!!! then we discovered something wasn’t letting us live the way we want to… then we asked they told us that love constrain us! but sometimes we took the love so far and ended it bed again!!! we cried passionately.. we were cold and hopeless…

we cried for we needed a lasting solution then His Spirit said.. YOU DON’T FORNICATE NOT BECAUSE YOU DON’T WANT TO BUT BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT A FORNICATOR… YOU ARE I AM! (its not a choice thing is a DNA Issue)

AH! We looked at it… we focused on it… then we discovered that she could spend a night with us and we were filled with “wow I AM THE I AM” We saw ourselves in her and genuine love glowed and we knew she is us in a female body! we saw beyond the curves! our lens suddenly could find curves again! our bodies couldn’t find errection! we saw the Spirit and we are same spirit!

we took the truth to them… they insulted us they said it was heresy yet they never solved our real problem! we cried because no we are cast out! but we rejoice because we are now FREE INDEED!!

“WE” ARE THOSE WHO WERE GENUINELY ADDICTED… AND WE CRY TO ALL THOSE WHO ARE STILL STRUGGLING… LOOK AT YOUR SPIRIT PERSONALITY…

You’re loved!

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